i love hard things?

DO I WEAR GLOVES IN THE AUTUMN OR THE SPRINGTIME?

9 • 13 • 18  hanoi, vietnam

sometimes my hand scares me
pen on paper
embodied ghost of anxiety
rigid knuckles startched and serious
focused tendons intense and overtired
becoming all I *want*
except happy

wage a war between scattered thoughts
and written words
trying to fit a watermelon into a sock
where do new hands live
that still fit the glove?